Doubts

I know I've worked hard to get where I am. From low IQ scores, to struggling to learn to read, to social failures, I've worked very hard to put these things right.

Now I would consider myself to be in a good place spiritually, financially, professionally and with my family. I have a wonderful wife, a healthy son and parents. I have and live in a comfortable home. I have great friends. I have a well-paid job and good colleagues.

But for some reason I'm having doubts about my future. Is this place where I'm living now the place where I want to build my future? Should I be working on something else to develop myself or change my career altogether? Am I earning enough? Am I fulfilled by the things I'm doing? Am I a good husband, father, brother or friend to the people I care about?

I may struggle with these thoughts all my life. Maybe this is what they call a mid-life crisis. Maybe I'm still an incompetent fool.

So many questions, so many doubts.

But so many challenges to face and I will overcome them one by one.